January, 6 1999Great news! Kate B. talked to A.R. and she says he is going to ask me out. Josh says so also. I am thrilled. My life is wonderful! Deirdre didn’t know! I am waiting for a phonecall from either Kate B. or A.R. He is one sexy thang! I hope he asks me out. I don’t know what I’ll do ‘til then. Well… See ya!
Jan 2, 1999I am still madly in love with AR. Drew & I called him to see if he wanted to see a movie with us. He said he couldn’t, because he had to go to his dad’s house. I 1/2 believe it. I think it’s BS and I’m really pissed off because he was hella flirting with me? But now he just blew me off?I am sooo heartbroken, I’ve just talked to Micki and she said when she talked to Deirdre, she had said she didn’t think AR liked me. I’ve been crying ever since. This is the first time I’ve really liked a guy enough to cry about him this passionately. I loved him, but now I know he doesn’t love me. This is the worst news I’ve heard all year.
